IC weekend

These were some of the most disappointing races ive ever done.
On Sat. i went down to Sharron Center for the rad race. This was my first ever Cat 4 event, and i struggled. The wind was absolutely horrible with gusts over 50 mph. The couse was essentially a triangle with a tail/cross, tail, then straight into the wind. I got dropped about 18 miles in on the headwind. I ended up riding by my self in the vicious headwind because everyone around me quit. I finished dead last(but still finished).
The next day was the crit. This was a big race for me because seeing the juniors race last year by accident led me to finally get a road bike. In the morning i went to the juniors race which was a LAJORS event. ISCorp dominated with the win. I was in the group for about 2 laps then feel out with out really realizing it on the downhill. I rode with a guy from baraboo for the rest of the race and got lapped at the last second, i forgot about the free lap and didnt sprint for the 9th place. The Cat 4. sucked getting second to last place.
This weekend was really depressing, but i figure i got to deep improving right.